need boost mood up

i really want to make a fanfic,
but but
i really easy to get my mood off
-_-
i'm too lazy to write it down.
if i make a fanfic it always became something that isn't finish
gyaaa.
i really need my mood boost
i really want to make a fanfic about ringoxkazu
then from korea i really want to make mextaemin *plak
ahahaha

okay my next target is,
ringoxkazu fanfic
mextaemin
mexminhwan
asukaxhwoarang

kyaaaa
really need boost mood uppp DX